r a n d o m r a m b l e s

I hate so many of the people I go to school with. They are competitive, selfish, intrusive, whiny and fucking pretentious. Choosing to "study" here remains one of the biggest mistakes I've made in my life so far. Fuck you.

There's not much to write about these days, but I just wanted to say: Green Day was fucking amazing!!! I'll write more about this soon. 

So no iPhone for the past 24 hours. Love this peace.

I can't disguise, I was hypnotised
Lost a track, struggled back
I wanted easy stuff to please me
Something in the dark began to squeeze me
Seen it, there, been there in the mirror
Totally focused, no hocus pocus
Dare I give in to this thing gripping my skin
To win, thinking how to add

The lights of a car go by in the stream
Seems like I stand pretty much unseen
But I open my eyes and beams come out

Gimme, gimme, symphonies
Gimme more than the life I see

Not to be all cliche and sentimental, but I thought a quiz was an interesting way to write an end-of-year blog entry.
Let's go. By the way, I stole this from lady .

( Hey, so I got a question: Do you wanna have a slumber party in my basement? )

Woo that was fun. But seriously, this year has been a blast. I did some cool stuff like see Chris Martin and Gwen Stefani (and Tony Kanal), and I had the good fortune of being able to go to work for 3 months, which was crazy ("crazy" doesn't even begin to cover it but it's way too much to get into for one bracket), and we started our major project, which is insane. We've done and are doing a lot of things that, 12 months ago, I didn't even think were possible and I feel like a new David from 12 months ago, which is slightly insane.

I'm really pissed off, though, at people like RAL. I mean, you don't just go around telling people that my presentation went HORRIBLY and that I got slammed and spreading shit about me. Who do you think you are? If my presentation was that bad, how did I get an A? But, I mean, whatever. You just go on thinking you're the best in the whole world and have your complacency. I could care less.

I'm not afraid of you. Sure, everyone around might be afraid of you, but it doesn't mean shit. I wish I could get around obstacles in life by putting on a whiny voice, acting all demure and sucking up to people, but that shit don't fly in the real world. So continue with your competitive, selfish behaviour and I'll see you in hell!

Seriously, selfish people piss me off. I mean, asking for help but never returning the favour - could you be more transparent? I guess I can't blame people like ral though, because when people like The Douche exist, calling you all the time, asking you a question you've answered 10 times, not shutting up, I can totally see why people would choose to go the selfish route. Stupid question is stupid. And douchebags are douchey.

But, you know, whatever. I'm not afraid of RAL, I'm not afraid of The Douche, and I'm not afraid of FYP.
Everyone has fear, and it's up to how you channel your fear and take control instead of letting your fear control you.

2010 is going to be an amazing year (Emotion-focused coping)! Let's hope it's as good as, but less cunty than 2009. :)