Something really, really fucked up is happening at this very moment and I'm really afraid.
I know it's kind of selfish –there are bigger problems in the world, after all– but this is super important to me.
I feel like I can't tell anyone cause when I think about it, I picture people celebrating in their head, mocking me and saying shit about me, that I deserve it or they saw it coming or whatever.
I'm so scared. Help me.
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Today, I met Tzehern for dinner, after not having seen him since like... February or March. He passed me the (not not-so-) new Green Day album, which he pre-ordered for me ages ago because we're Green Day fanboyzzzz and we like free posters of said band. Talked about a whole bunch of shit lol good times....
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In true Alyssa style (lol), here's some music I've paid for in the past week.
Aforementioned Green Day CD - I'm so nerdy, I've resisted listening to my low quality, downloaded copy just because Tzehern said he was going to buy it and I wanted to listen to it in 320kbps...
Lol this is my new not-so-secret guilty pleasure.
I don't care if you know, it's good (pop) music. *refuses to acknowledge the existence of "I Kissed A Girl"*
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Yes, I do want the new iPhone.... *wipes tear*
Stupid website making me stupidly jealous.
I'm really excited for iPhone OS 3.0 though. Internet tethering! Fuck yes!
I will no longer be a slave to stupid wifi hotspots and shitty school internet!
